to my twin angels : Emma Rose and Rachel Rose Gonzales
Just looking down at you, holy shit it killed me.... your two small heads not even as big as my fist, Emma with 1 eye and the other eye still having to process and Rachel with closed eyes, i felt the heaviest burden i could ever feel in my life and you two made me realize how lucky i am, you two have opened my eyes.

We shouldn't take for granted what we see. We shouldn't take for granted our experiences because our experiences is what we see with our own eyes. There are others, some as little as babies who don't get the chance to open their eyes and experience the joys and even sorrows of life. Living Life to the fullest is a quote that may be overused but had tremendous meaning. Use your eyes to see the world and do not take for granted the experiences you face. Enjoy it and enjoy life no matter how hard it gets. I'm sorry. I wish you two could have had the chance to see the world. We are so fortunate to have the opportunity to live laugh love. Thank you <3
I love you, my twin angels.
Rest In Paradise.
God is love
- chris